2019 Energy – Giving Voice to your Divine Expression

By Tina van Leuven | Energy Alignment

Jan 11

​2019 energy - giving voice to your divine expression

Happy New Year. Happy 2019. What an amazing year 2018 was... Intense, right?

On many levels. For me it's been an amazing, extraordinary year. One of the words that I set for 2018, actually, my word was ease. And my theme was epic abundance. And it truly has been an abundant year beyond anything I've experienced up to date.

And for 2019 by word is love. And my theme is divine union. And that ties in beautifully with the energy for 2019, which as feel into it is all about giving voice to your divine expression.

So as you see here, you see those colored bottles? They're from the AuraSoma® color care system, I love playing with them. And 2019 being a 12/3 year - when you add up 2 + 1 + 9, it's 12 and 1 + 2 is 3.

So that, from a numerology perspective, gives you the 3 year coming from 12. And the colors connected with 12 are the clear in the top and blue in the bottom, and three is blue in the top and green in the bottom. So I'll get into what that means a little bit more in just a second.

Now, I want you to just feel for a moment, if you were at the end of 2019...

  • What is it that you want to be celebrating?
  • What is a quality that you really wish to embody, to experience fully in this year?

Whatever that quality is, that can be your word for the year. And you can also choose a theme, you know, whatever it is that you would like to experience more of so your word and your theme complement each other.

For me, as I said, it's love and divine union. And for me, divine union is really about giving voice to my divine expression, and really allowing the masculine and feminine energies within to be fully in Divine union, letting the light that I am fully express my brilliance in the world, and allowing that experience of divine union, that harmony, that full integration, that Trinity , that unity to be experienced in every aspect of my life.

Now, one of the things is that when you declare a word, or you declare a thing, as with manifesting, you know, whatever it is that you're wanting to create in your life, then if you're not fully experiencing that quality, or you're wishing to upgrade to have a deeper experience of that quality, what that will do is call forth into light, into awareness, everything which has not been that and that is what 2019 is supporting us with. 

When you look at the clear and the blue bottle, the colors there, the clear is really allowing the light of consciousness to shine on, in this case the blue, which is your center of expression, your throat chakra.

And blue is also associated with peace, it's associated with authority, and thereby really allowing the light of spirit, the light of consciousness, the light of source, to illuminate and to bring into awareness where you may have been abdicating authority on to others, or onto anything other than yourself, and allowing yourself to reclaim the sovereignty of the Divine Being that you are, the magnificent creator being that you are here to be, so that you can express your brilliance and give voice to your divine expression.

So one of the things that that can stir up is the fear of what may happen if you speak your truth. If you speak from your heart.

And this is, I guess, the path of mastery, you know, we all embody the qualities in different ways. But the path of mastery for 2019 is really about allowing yourself:

  • to give yourself the space that you need
  • to claim the time that you require
  • to prioritize yourself
  • to take time out to be in nature to unplug.

It could even just be having 15 minutes undisturbed, turn off your phone. Maybe you can extend that into having a day off, just unplug from your computer, turn your computer off, turn off your phone, and let yourself be out in nature to recharge.

And one of the things that I've noticed over the years is we can trip ourselves up by saying if you don't have a whole day then you know, it's all or nothing. Oh, even if you can do your five minutes here, a couple of minutes there. it's the conscious intention.

What are you focusing on?

When you allow yourself to be mind-full of your words, are your thoughts, the energy that you're transmitting, are you broadcasting peace or are you broadcasting chaos?

The clear and blue bottle is called Peace in the New Aeon and its message is:

As I open to the peace within, I am open to the light. 

So it's about shining the light on nurturing, faith, and peace. And with all the distractions that are bombarding us, all the information that is bombarding us 24/7 it's just so important to unplug so that you can actually hear the wisdom of your heart, the wisdom of your soul through all that noise.

And one of the key things is that in order for you to receive what it is that you are wanting to manifest...

your heart must be open.

And looking at the colors of the blue and the green, this is the heart bottle.

Its message is:

I express truthfully from the heart.

And it's really about, like I said, giving yourself that space to connect with your heart. Not waiting until you have time...

So putting your hand on your heart. You may do that when you wake up in the morning and you set your intention that you are choosing choosing peace today, 

I'm choosing harmony. Today, I'm choosing ease, I'm choosing flow, I am choosing joy, I am choosing light, whatever the quality is that you would like to embody.

That you take that time to connect so you set the intention for today. And then allowing yourself to let the wisdom from your heart be communicated, giving voice to the wisdom of your heart,

When the blue and the green blend, then it becomes turquoise. And that is all about giving voice to the wisdom of your heart and abou mastery of bringing that message into the world in fun and playful ways.

So if you feel into that...

  • ​What is it that you would like to create in 2019?
  • What would you like to be celebrating at the end of this year?
  • What are some of the qualities that you would really like to embody, maybe experience in a deeper way, more fully?

​Then this is your year to take time out to let yourself connect in with:

  • ​What has your heart been longing for?
  • What does your heart desire to experience in the world?
  • What is your soul wanting you to express?

​Take the time to be with your heart, to connect in with the nature of your soul, connecting with the nature of your heart. Going into nature is the best way to unplug, but there are lots of ways.

So when you give yourself that gift of just unplugging and connecting in with your heart, listening to:

  • ​What are you wanting to share?
  • What lights you up? 
  • What delights you?
  • What is the dream that you may have put on hold and maybe thought 'Oh, it's never going to happen?'  Well, what if it were? What if it could? What needs to shift there? 

One of the things is that when you have had an experience of having had your heart broken, experienced betrayal, been abandoned, and who hasn't? Then somewhere along the line, you'll have put up walls.

Those walls need to come down.

Your heart needs to be open while you are held in the light of your soul. So that you can feel safe moving through life with an open heart.

Because if your heart has walls up, then you can put out the intention, perhaps of what you want to manifest but if you are not open to receiving, you don't allow yourself to receive all that amazingness, then it's like being parked at the edges of your reality. It's like being in a holding pattern.
And it's been waiting for you to open the doors to let it in.

So one of the things that you may want to gift yourself with is to take a bit of time to journal into:

  • What is it that you would love to celebrate at the end of the year?
  • What is it that you would love to experience more of in your life?
  • What is the thing the one thing that your heart has been yearning for?
  • And what would your life look like with that in your life?

In order to allow that into your life may call for changing the channel. You know...

  • How are you talking to yourself? 
  • What kind of words are you expressing?
  • How are you talking about your desires, about what you want to create in your life?

So often we have a tendency to put out a desire for something, you put out an intention for something, and then within seconds come up with all the 'yeah but, it won't happen because of this' or 'it won't happen because of that'.

So unconsciously, you may have a whole lot of reasons as to why you don't want it. And thereby preventing that from coming into your life.

So by taking time out, to let the light of consciousness illuminate what it is that you've been wanting to give voice to, you allow yourself to be open to inspiration and allowing your inspiration to guide you every step of the way.

And trusting that as you take time to connect with yourself and to allow yourself to tap into:

  • What is your heart yearning?
  • What has your heart been whispering to you?
  • What are you wanting to create that would be so much fun for you? That would be so fulfilling for you?

And when you allow yourself to give voice to that, then allowing yourself to also receive the support that you require so that you can bring these beautiful heart's desires of yours into form and to speak to yourself in a loving way.

Giving voice to your divine expression can bring up the fears of ​being persecuted, in the past. 

If you are in this world and you have amazing gifts, and you are very intuitive and you're very tuned in, and very creative and very soul centered. And you watching this, of course you are, otherwise you wouldn't be watching this.

Then one of the things that needs to really be let go of is the grief.

And that's also the clear in the upper fraction of that clear/blue bottle, allowing the uncried tears or the grief that's been held within the emotional body and physical body, your energy field, that may have been carried forward for eons to let that be released.

Of the times that you chose to give voice to your divine nature and you were persecuted, you were misunderstood, you were outcast, and so thereby have this fear in place that if you do speak up, then there's going to be terrible consequences. 

Well, by letting that go and allowing yourself to imagine for a moment that you can just let yourself be filled with the light of you soul. Whatever color comes to mind for you, letting that surround you. Not just fill you but surround you so you are held in this beautiful bubble of light of your soul, your light.

And the outer edges of that bubble are your boundaries, your shields, and giving those outer edges permission and instructions to only allow in those energies, those frequencies that resonate with your light and everything else is denied access.

Thereby it's like bouncing off any of the judgment or attacking energy. It just can't enter. Only allowing those energies that really cherish and appreciate your light. And that as you allow yourself to be held in that energy of your light and opening your heart so that you can tap into what is it your heart has being longing to experience in this life, in particular for this year?

  • Then allowing yourself to be guided, trusting your intuition, trusting the insights as they come to you.
  • And giving voice to what works for you. And what doesn't work for you.
  • And saying yes to what lights you up and no to what drains you.

And so as you navigate your days, and you're held in this beautiful bubble of your light with your heart wide open, you can tap into what your heart has been longing to experience, give voice to that, and then playfully in joyful ways go about creating that in the world, sending that message out into the world.

And allowing life to start presenting you with the people and the opportunities and being in the right places at the right time that are a vibrational match to what you are sending out from your heart. And then recognizing it when it shows up so you can let that into your life experience.

And that may call for releasing the disappointments that you have experienced and thereby set up this expectation pattern that you're going to be disappointed. Because as long as that's running, of course, you're going to keep setting up experiences to be disappointed, right?

So letting all of that go. And what if instead, this year, you're calling in the miracles, you're calling in the abundance of what lights you up?

And giving yourself permission to be guided to be in communities and tribes that really get you and that have your back and that support you and that see you. And that you, you have these beautiful gifts that many in the world may think are woo woo, are crazy and you're different from everybody else.

Letting yourself get over that fear of being criticized and being judged and being rejected. And instead embracing the magnificence that you are.

What is different about you is what is awesome about you.

So ​embracing that, giving voice to that and then when you start doing that more and more, clearly expressing what matters to you, what lights you up, what your gifts are, why you do what you do, those that you have divine appointments with to serve with your gifts and your brilliance will be able to see you, they'll be able to hear you and they'll be able to find you.

And that is the invitation for this year. Exciting, right?

One of the things I play with every year is to come up with a word and a theme. And 2018 for me was ease and epic abundance. And it really has been the most abundant year in so many ways. And I've experienced more ease than ever before as well.

It also brought up everything which was not allowing that!

And when you are declaring something into being, let's say that you're experiencing a bit of friction in an area of your life, and you want something different, let's say you're experiencing, maybe ​there's a relationship that is not really as harmonious as you'd like, or you're experiencing friction with your finances. Or maybe you're finding yourself in a career or even your business, you know where you're not, it's just not really flowing.

And what that can do, it can set up the Inner Shitty Committee, you know with all these voices that will have you doubt yourself and shit on yourself and should on yourself and all of that. And when you allow that to be transformed and you choose to instead let all that stuff come out, you acknowledge it, you recognize the fears, the doubts that are there, you acknowledge them, and then you send them off into the divine energy laundry, let them have a good soak and choose to breathe in peace instead, or whatever your word or theme is for the year.

So for example, for me for 2019, my word came through earlier in the year to be love. And the theme is divine union. And for me, that is all about letting everything I experience in life, everything I share, everything I express to be a reflection of the love, of the light that I am. And thereby bringing that experience of divine union into everything.

So it's source light and I collaborating as one and expressing that in every area of my life. Calling forth partnerships, a relationship that is really an expression of that love and divine union. So I can hardly wait to see what's going to show up!

Knowing that whatever it is that you're intending, you will tend to find that whatever is not that, or what has prevented that, will come up so that it can be cleared. Right?

So instead of when you say, for example, let's say for you it's also the word love that that lights you up, then all the areas where you have not allowed that will come into awareness. They need to be cleared out, de-cluttered if you like, so as to make space for that. Which brings you in a space of really opening your heart.

​And if you missed the video I recorded about the heart opening activation from the experience I had just before the solstice, I'll ​add it below so you can check that out. Because that is absolutely key to allowing yourself to experience everything that your soul and the universe has available for you that resonates. 

​If your heart is shut, if you've got walls up and you may be really good at giving, sending out stuff but you're not open to receiving... then it's going to burn you out.

And the old way of doing things is just no cutting it anymore. It's a whole new operating system, a new playing field. So giving yourself permission to feel into:

  • What does your heart desire?
  • What have you been longing for?
  • What is something that your heart's been yearning to experience?

In order to tap into that you must take time to be quiet. Go into stillness. You know, being in nature, let yourself recharge so that you can actually start hearing what your heart has been expressing and from that space giving voice to that and allowing yourself to trust the whispers and the wisdom of your heart, giving voice to your divine expression.

And when you say bye bye to the doubt gremlins and you choose to trust and honor the light that you are, that the light that you are knows how to get you to where you wish to be, then this is going to be an amazing year.

So how are you feeling about these colors? How are you feeling about expressing your divine brilliance in the world?

Also keep an eye open for the Encore of the Abundance Reset Challenge that we did in September. If you missed the amazing interviews with the abundanct soulpreneurs, you're gonna love that.

And then I'm going to do a brand new five days of Abundance Reset Activations, which are going to set the tone for this year just before the equinox. It's going to be awesome.

Have an awesome day. Have an awesome year. And if you have a word or theme for the year, go ahead and share in the comments. Let me know what it is and let me know what comes up for you when you feel into these colors and feel into this message of giving voice to your divine expression.

Have an amazing day. Lots of love and many joy sprinkles.


P.S. If this message resonated with you and you'd like to align your energy with 2019 and receive a deep clearing and energy activation, then come join me for my first online event of the year. It's free to attend as my gift to you. 

The details and link to register are below!


About the Author

Tina van Leuven is an Abundance Mindset Mentor for Soulpreneurs and Joyful Soul Business Coach, plus an international bestselling author who knows how to help you turn off your Inner Shitty Committee, upgrade your money mindset, and align with your soul path so your business is a true expression of your divine essence. She brings 30+ years experience of a wide variety of healing modalities and transformational tools - and that's just from this lifetime, lol Her strength lies in her light-hearted, yet deep approach to getting to the core of what's been holding you back so you are free to seriously enjoy your life and business.

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